xiu-xiu's notes

there r so much things that i can do,

and there r so much things that i only can watch and wait.

when peoples u love (yes,i mean peoples) were in trouble,

and u can do nothing even to make thing goes better,

and all u can do is wait and wait,

have u ever in this kind of case?

nothing can do but praying.

well it goes to the best answer now,

praying.

though sometimes it is hard.

and why this thing bothering me?

coz i love them both.

surely, that if i dun love them i'll just let it be,

or mess it up (wonder will i?~~~)

or even realize it (no doubt,i m not expert in "realizing")

i love them both,thatz why i m struggling and can't do nothing,

and its kinda sad~~~~

but i'll do my best in what i can do,i'll pray.